August 2011
34 posts
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She laughed it off
Because that was what it was from the beginning
- A game
A game that was amusing because she fooled someone’s heart.
The story has changed now.
She can’t even tell what’s real or made up anymore.
It gets more complicated.
They can’t carry a decent conversation without arguing.
And every time, they call it quits,
She dust her hands off and tells...
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I love you.
But it’s never going to be like the first time loving you.
When you made me feel like
a thirteen year old schoolgirl
when you have to carry the conversation because I got tongue-tied
when falling in love hurts and feels good all at the same time.
It’s not really like that anymore
But I don’t love you any less.
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That one time,
you took my hand to let me feel your heartbeat…
It took me a while for me to accept what you were telling me
-That you really like me
-That it was my fault I couldn’t believe you.
I held back.
It took me awhile
to get those butterfly feelings in my stomach
reserved for you.
You said I can call you whenever I needed to.
To feel protected with your...
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You’re going to be mad because of this.
As tempting as it is,
I try not to pick up the phone to call you.
The thought of hearing but not seeing you is too much for me.
I just don’t want to miss you even more.
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We go so well together.
The talent you have with your guitar
And my words that are always searching for a melody.
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I love the smell of the stale cigarettes lingering on your shirt.
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It’s quite an irritating habit
That I tolerate annoying idiots.
I am attracted to other people’s insanity
And their drama is more entertaining
Than the soap opera that I live.
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It doesn’t really matter
That I never slept with you
(Or ever would)
Because you already bragged to everyone that we did.
And people prefer sensational fabrications
than the truth.
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I adore him.
I adore him enough to forgive his flaws.
He’s a passionate man
He loves to surf
and was not ashamed to admit that he cried
when he passed his training with high marks to be a surf instructor.
He is an avid soccer fan.
Unlike the men who lives for football
but have never kicked around a ball in their life.
He has a deep love for music that seems unquenchable
...
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I became best friends with an enemy against a common foe.
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Why am I the one
Who feels disgusting
And can’t look int the mirror
When the actions were all in your hands.
You walk away with a sense of pride
-A sense of accomplishment
When you should be walking away to try and wash your hands of sin.
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I have been avoiding you
And missing phone calls
Because I miss you too much
It will be a while before I see you again
So to hear you on the other end
Will be unbearable.
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I am passionate, determined and dedicated
-in that order.
I know the value of superficiality
-Any publicity is good publicity.
I have no secrets
and lies are too complicated to keep track of.
I am an approachable bitch
And friends come to me easily
I know no enemies
and will be conquered by none.
I am calm and collected
I smile and laugh throughout the majority of my life.
I overuse...
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Infatuation makes me lose all reasoning and I turn against myself so I am able to withstand all beatings if that means I can still keep you. Bruises are temporary.
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When I was young,
Everything seemed
So much larger
Much longer
Much grander I liked going on the swings
Because the faster and higher I went,
I got closer to the sky
And if I didn’t have to hold on,
I could have reached out and touched it.
Instead, I thought that as my feet kicked up,
They would pass the tip of the blue and into outer space.
My fascination with outer space was...
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I stand by your side as your queen
But loyal like a servant
A companion you can confide in
Seduce you like a mistress you can’t refuse.
I love you like no one else knows how to.
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My lover left me
Because he was more in love with the world.
I love him because he’s caring and he saves lives.
My darling has a big heart
But when it got too overcrowded,
He had to let one out.
And it was me he had no room for.
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Every once in a while,
He randomly pops up online to tell me,
“Have a good night, beautiful. Sweet dreams.”
And I do.
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Become a child for a day
But that’s not excuse to have a childish personality.
Be a little inappropriate
But mindful of the situation
Be cautious and be daring.
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I was a pro liar,
a really good actress
But I gave it up when I found out that
the Truth was much easier to keep track of.
Still
Little white ones doesn’t hurt anybody.
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I’m young and there’s a lot I’ve yet to learn
But I also know what the older and wiser doesn’t.
I’ve stolen, cheated, and lied
I’ve stolen things I don’t need in my life
I sometimes don’t even want them.
I cheated without mercy
Until I was at the other end repeatedly
But I have to say,
The worse was when my dad cheated on my mom.
Objects,...
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I lay awake, watching you sleep so soundly
I contemplate what right words to use
When I confess about how you don’t deserve me
Because I abused the right to be loved by you.
Even if we were on rocky grounds,
I should have tried harder in preventing the damage we both caused together
Instead of finding condolence through another’s company.
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If all I can be is your temporary comfort,
I’m fine with settling for that
If at least for this moment,
I can have you completely.
Even if I’m risking another heartache
When you leave me.
Until next time.
When you need comfort.
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When I was young,
I wanted to run away and join the circus.
I still fantasize about that from time to time. I look for quick escapes and fast routes out
to a path of easiness.
I’ve once tried to find an infinite escape. I now find myself all over the place
Which has been extremely pleasing.
Practically satisfying
if it wasn’t for certain roadblocks or difficult circumstances.
...
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So I find myself doing things I’ve never done before
And I quite enjoy it.
You domesticated me
So that I learned how to do our laundry,
Learned how to use a knife
So that once a week, my hands smells of onions,
which never have the ability to make me cry. And you include me in your adventures.
You urge me to the take the leap I’m always fearful of-
Kind of like the leap I took...
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Savage beauty
Mirage
Oasis to my thirst
Desert flower
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If you did it,
Why can’t I enjoy it now as well?
You enjoyed the company of other women while you were still with me
At least I have the decency
To do so knowing I’m single again.
I forgot how much fun it is
After being smothered by you.
I don’t have to feel guilty for talking to other guys
I can look them in the eyes
Occasionally throw in a suggestive smile.
I can be...
I walk along a dirty road.
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Tomorrow’s another day
I find excuses to lie to myself
And be convinced that you’re worth the fight.
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A flaunting peacock
In a golden cage.
Untouchable.
Control yourself.
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Who is the victim of this situation? In a triangle within a relationship,
Whose the victim within the infidelity?
The unfortunate soul who was tricked-
Or the lovers who are beyond repentance for their sins-
The one who couldn’t find their own
and resorted to stealing from another?-
The thief who will be trap with bad karma?
