I wish it would stop raining So I don’t have to miss you even more. Stop calling me and leaving messages Because you know I instantly answer Or knock at my door Because I can’t stop myself from running to open it Don’t hug me when I’m too weak to break away Or kiss me knowing I can’t resist kissing you back.
Here I go again-staying when I shouldn’t Waiting for you to leave me because I’m incapable of doing it first Even when it eats at me and I cry every night, I pretend I haven’t found what you tried to hide. You’re like a repeat of the last and ones before And I’m trapped in this circle because I don’t learn from my past.
How is it possible that you’ve been so nice to me, Yet still able to make me cry?
Trust issues. Maybe it’s just me and it’s all in my head. Be obvious and treat me badly-at least I know how to deal with that. Be direct if you’re going to be different. I was left to lick my own wounds time and time again Eventually, being bruised and cut up gets old.