January 2012
4 posts
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I wish it would stop raining
So I don’t have to miss you even more.
Stop calling me and leaving messages
Because you know I instantly answer
Or knock at my door
Because I can’t stop myself from running to open it
Don’t hug me when I’m too weak to break away
Or kiss me knowing I can’t resist kissing you back.
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Here I go again-staying when I shouldn’t
Waiting for you to leave me because I’m incapable of doing it first
Even when it eats at me and I cry every night,
I pretend I haven’t found what you tried to hide.
You’re like a repeat of the last and ones before
And I’m trapped in this circle because I don’t learn from my past.
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How is it possible that you’ve been so nice to me,
Yet still able to make me cry?
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Trust issues.
Maybe it’s just me and it’s all in my head.
Be obvious and treat me badly-at least I know how to deal with that.
Be direct if you’re going to be different.
I was left to lick my own wounds time and time again
Eventually, being bruised and cut up gets old.
